special mouthwash

So a new week breaks, another 5 rads ahead and I'm still quite tired! I spent the weekend waking up at 11am and going to bed at 11pm, tired despite a long day.

 Sadly, I'm going back down to reduced hours at work - I don't want to rush and screw up my recovery. And it's just also not feasible for now. I'm a bit sad, and a bit guilty, as we're really busy + because I do feel like I'm letting people down - yeah it's not like I asked for HL, and yeah I know it's not my fault, but I'm still human and empathetic (yeah, the perfect boyfriend... still single, thanks for asking...) and wish I could do more.

Anyway, my throat is drying out and my saliva has become thick. I went to see the rads nurse today and she said, whilst the thick saliva is nothing they can affect, the drying out is.

It's basically saliva in a test tube - you crack open one of "A" and then crack open one of "B", combine it together in a clean glass. You swill half around in your mouth, spit it out, then swill the other half, spit again.You swill half around in your mouth, spit it out, then swill the other half, spit again. I'm so pleased it hasn't had any synthetic taste plugged into it... all of those things just make me so sick.

Anyway, 4 more rads to go this week (I'm on 4/15 as of today, will be over half way by the end of the week!) and then another sleepy weekend ahead I'm sure