Feeling stronger

Today, I tried a longer walk and went out to Canary Wharf (which took about 20 minutes each way):

I was surprised, after yesterday when I was feeling a little weak when I went out, at feeling kind of fine on walking it. Maybe I felt a bit light headed and a bit weak at moments, but I think that was just over-analysis rather than actual fact. When I got there I got a very sinful vanilla latte and wispa gold to "celebrate" my achievement, albeit simultaneously negating the potential health benefit of my brisk walk.

I then went to the GP's for a chat en route home - they called me last night saying they needed to set up a wellbeing appointment, but it was really just a "how are you doing?" kind of thing with the doc. Nothing of note really - think they've got to see me as part of some sort of regulation for cancer sufferers under their care.

On the "suffering"... I think I'm approaching back to normal now :).

I guess this has all been about finding out how the cycle would go for me this time. For me it's been that you have a yucky few days laden with potential side effects at first - these are the days when you know the drugs are really at work inside you. 

Then, afterwards, it looks like it improves and clears up. 

There's been tangible shrinking of the nodes on my neck. I hope it's the same in my chest.

Today, on World Cancer Day, I think that I'm very lucky to have been diagnosed in a day and age when the anti-nausea drugs are potent and effective, and other side effects can be kept in check. I can only express my sympathy and admiration for those that struggled through chemo in bygone days when nausea and excessive vomiting were the norm for those undergoing treatment, alongside what I'm sure were other, horrific side effects.

I've finished both sets of anti-nausea drugs now for this cycle, so I think we're all good for a week or so until treatment next Friday.

I still feel a bit tired than usual, but there's not much else I can do about that. Just hope the effects stay on a level rather than intensifying over time.

Either way, I might try working Thursday - Thursday from here on rather than Friday, as is the plan currently. Instead of working, tomorrow I'll hazard a shopping trip at Stratford Westfield ,then return to work on Friday (10-4), maybe head to Bristol to see my Nan on the weekend (as chances may be limited later on), then work 10-4 Mon-Thur next week before chemo 2/8 on Friday.

Anyway, feeling stronger overall now. Can only be a plus.

T